Life

A feeling deep within my soul
And I just know
There is a new life within me
It wasn't planned
But yet its not unwanted
I rejoice for the miracle
I plan for the new addition
And prepare for its arrival
But I wake up and know it's gone
My heart is broken
And pain deep within my soul
It just wasn't meant to be
I never got to see its precious face
Or hold the tiny body in my arms
Each time it happened
A piece of my heart and soul
Forever disappeared with it
But my life goes on each time
I have been given another chance
Not once but twice
Each time I felt dread
That they were not meant to be
Thank you God for letting me keep them
They were never planned for
But there will never be any regret
They are my pride and joy,
My reason to get up every morning
Once again I have a feeling
Deep within my soul
What is meant to be with this one
I don't yet know
But a feeling of dread
Has set within me

©2006